I may be happy whenever im with my friends, but deep inside of me is someone that is hurt so bad that i cant even manage and cant hold onto it.
Im still into him,so deep that it really hurts. Masakit para sakin na ibang iba yung tingin nya sakin. And the accusations that i always receive from him.
HE ALWAYS THINKS THAT IM ALWAYS CHEATING ON HIM.
but that is so wrong. I was willing to serve him and love him whole heartedly but everytime he gives those accusations, i just cant stand it. Why? because i’m doing everything for him but yet he thinks im cheating on him.
NAKAKA GANA RIGHT?
So yea. nagiging okay na ko e. but then weeks have passed, then he texted me and we meet again. And everything went back as if all the memories, all the feelings is flowing through my vains. But I need to control it. ‘cause ayokong masaktan uli.
But the more i control it, the more na nasasaktan ako. :’( to think that were not together anymore.
if you are reading this,(which i totally doubt) i just have a quote for you that you shoud’ve thought about when were together:
If you carry old bricks from your past relationship to your new one, you will end up building the same house that fell apart before
don’t push me away with your actions and ask me to stay with your words. Don’t love me with all your heart and hate me to death with your thoughts. Don’t rub my back with your hands then stab it with my trust. And don’t say you’re ready to start and then be the reason were falling apart.